Standing admist my chaos I question why. Maybe I am being left alone by divine choice. A gift of time to allow me to get to know me. How can I move forward if I carry the baggage from the past and constant worry about the future? Carrying such burdens prevents me from seeing what is present in each moment. I am constantly fighting to balance myself and gain sure-footedness, missing the opportunities and answers in front of me. I need to to sit quietly alone; review my thoughts, opinions, and beliefs to rewrite what is ego and/or false in my present world. Then I can move forward with the new transformation of me…me that will fulfill my divine purpose for this chapter in my life.